Change in the Making…
Sometimes I wonder how much longer I need to be broken in order to be where I’m supposed to be. I try to comfort myself thinking that maybe everything is where it’s supposed to be.. BUT… Until now, I’m still hurting.
I feel like I’m trying too hard to fit into a shell that isn’t made for me. I want to make this my home, my paradise… but I everyday I have to deal with glares from people or words that are thrown at me like sticks & stones.
I’m still awaiting the day that I’ll finally find peace. The day when I’ll able to live each day full of joy. At least right now, I’m finding my joy in the blessings God is pouring on me. I mean, I love being broken by God because throughout the process I can how God has a perfect plan for me. Sometimes it just becomes tiring to fight.
For now, I’ll continue to put my full trust in God because I believe He has a reason for all of this.
